“He’s not a bad guy, I suppose,” I said as we both appraised him (or rather the back of his head) at the bar sipping overpriced scotch staring out the country club window fiddling with his antique watch in leather loafers and crisp khaki slacks like a vintage menswear ad business casual, professionally relaxed no, I guess he is not bad despite every attempt I made to find some irredeemable fault something ugly enough to kill the infatuation in your eyes as you watch him pay the bill or perhaps thank the waiter or order another drink on a whim – The hell I know because I’m not watching I’m looking at you as you look at him