There's something strange about the stress in my head which away as if tied to the cash in my hand I know logically that I don't need this handmade mug or cool bag or funny shirt And I know that now I will need to write more to be paid, to make up for the purchases of impulse I made at 10 p.m. or 3 a.m. the night before or the morning of Because midterms not being mid term have thrown me for a loop which is fine now that I can snuggle in my brand new blanket