My Husband is a Daydream

My husband is a daydream,
tall and slender and brilliant in the golden daylight 
He is generous and gentle and good, 
wise and worthy and witty, 
the sort of man all husbands should be 

My husband is a daydream, 
but I cannot love him in the silver moonlight 
He is generous and gentle and good, 
but the wife he deserves 
is the sort of woman I can never be 

My lover is a firework, 
hot and bright and dazzling in the black midnight 
She is fair and fierce and flawless 
sly and sweet and stunning, 
the sort of woman who makes a traitor of me 

My lover is a firework, 
but I dare not hold her in the golden daylight 
She is fair and fierce and flawless 
but the love she deserves 
is the sort of fearless I can never be 

Into the darkness, I reach for his hand 
and cry for the soul within this good man 
who is cursed to love what he can’t understand 
Into the light, I step once towards her 
and pray for the courage to be steady and sure 
to make women from the girls we were