Love

You're supposed to 
suffer
for those that you love

And I do
and I have,
in a heartbeat
I would

For I fear 
that I love 
so quickly

That I find 
myself
suffering
quite often

Now this is not a complaint 
my love
you are worth it

Its just noting,
and remembering
how many before you
were not

And taking the time
to unwind
and assess the possible threat

Will that suffering
turn sour?
Turn painful?
Turn sad?

Will I regret every
discomfortable moment
I cherish today? 

Or will the suffering sink
right into my bones
an overworked muscle 
laid bare

Because that soreness
simply means that
something is stronger

So tell me,
even though you cannot
will you twist the arm?
Will you press the bruise?

Or am I simply worried,
looking down at my scars
left by other loves?