Pencil Traces

Before you, I was a blank page  
an empty college-ruled space  
longing for beauty between lines  
With your gentlest touch, you wrote  
your love on me in your best attempt  
at calligraphy, in simple words and drew  
maps of a new life  
for us. you turned me   
into art, never hesitating  
at the creases in my bent pages,  
filling my margins  
with joy. When I panicked,  
you reminded me  
it was all  
temporary  
  
Six weeks later.  
I erase until the rubber shreds  
between my fingers  
pink strings that try to absorb all  
that will ever exist between us  
I cover  
every inch of my fragile pages  
with new stories of faraway places  
but still, I bear your pencil traces -   
echoes of your love  
the indentations of your pretty words  
where you marked me as yours.