Replacement

Walking me home in the early June evening  
Telling me I’m funny like you’re not leaving 
Knuckles brush mine before reason remembers 
Flare of a spark before crushing the embers 
Bite my tongue to hide all I’m thinking of 
But you’re looking at me like something you could love 
  
I waited a lifetime for your affection 
Heart bleeding through translucent sleeves 
Screamed myself hoarse for your attention 
But now I’m just begging you to leave 
  
I won’t fill the void you carved into your own chest 
I won’t be your choice when you settle for second best 
I won’t warm the manmade chasm in your cold bed 
I won’t distract you from the regrets that plague your head 
  
If you extend your hand, love, I will not take it 
For I know you only want me as their replacement