Away

forgiveness is a difficult thing
slip-sliding through my fingers
the anger harder to grasp
time certainly dulls all

maybe that's all i am right now
a dull knife sitting on the 
counter
you've done nothing recently
to take me to the wet stone

to hone me back to what i was
the hurt turned sharp back 
on you
i'm a dangerous thing in my 
own hands
i'm a pitiful thing in your 
hands

so maybe i slide away
when a blade is dull it's
just metal, easy to grab,
easy to bend, easy to break

so i grind myself instead
sand away the imperfections
to make sure that i will never
be grabbed again

what fragile things we are