Jacket

The jacket doesn't 
fit me anymore.

Well,
let me rephrase…

It still fits over my shoulders,
curls around my arms, slides on
like a second skin.

But that second skin, I fear
I've outgrown it; looking in
the mirror, the skin is pinched.

I sent it away years ago, a skin
in need of repair, and in its absence
I found other skins.

And so they fit, and now that it's
come back, I fear as I slide it on
that it fits differently now.

I look at my history in jackets, leather
holding me together, keeping me strong.

Can you betray an inanimate object?
Because it sure feels like it.