I offered to carry your boxes I wanted to climb in the trunk but there was no room in your tiny, intrepid car where my body could fit the one that took me to freedom without crushing my soul I held the door open for you, love though I wanted to chase after you as I watched you leave with the setting sun to build the world we dreamed together I said I was happy for you and honestly, I still am learning every day how to live without missing you desperately